i love these days :)

so i have been extremely bored today...not to mention i have a crazy random rash on my face

CRAZY GLOBAL WARMING!!!! i swear it has made my living so uncomfortable...not to mention some parts of the world are completely miserable due to our lack of intelligence to simply not pollute the air..?

so the daily grind has moved to the old goofy golf place on navy blvd, which is mighty kick ass seeing as i am now closer, therefore more shows for me to go to

over the past few days i have realized when to say stuff and when not to, and when to forgive and not to forgive. i have said some stupid things just beucase i was being selfish..and i have not really thought to much about how others have felt when i said stuff they i shouldn't have just becuase i was mad. he was an asshole yes..but he was also away from his friends and family for 7 months not to mention he is one of my closest friends. i can not help it that i was emotionally attached to him and he wasn't emotionally attached to me. you can only hold a gruge against someone for so long...it has now been so long. he however is going to be bitched at...but i think that will redeem me.

also i feel bad..i never meant for it to come off that i was completely miserable that josh sparks passed. it was exteremly sad yes, but i was more so sad for my loved ones who knew him so well. so i apologize to those of you who i offended.

this has been a good day. the first contemplative day that has not made me feel like i should crawl in a hole for the rest of my life.

therefore... (to explain myself) this is the reason i feel accomplished